hey myself :)

I wonder why am i so happy in school. Its totally different from what i think and do at home. There might be two things why am i being happy in school with my friends around ;

1. Its because my friends are awesome, whenever i see them and i am always in a happy mood, like being sarcastic and never stop laughing at what single crap .

or

2. Its because i fake a smile, a laugh, everything and go through every single bitterness of what i am suffering from .

Okay i might cry a little when i'm alone all the time because i am those type of person that think widely . seriously by that i mean a lot, and i used to put my hopes too high over every single things but now i don't even wanna raise my hopes anymore, whenever i think about it, it makes me sad/cry . I wonder why am i so moody after i last see my friends. 

 

Every memories are special. :D
Even though most of us, we're separated as in different class..
Our friendship is still strong. :')
Maybe one of you are leaving soon, :'(
Please remember that, i will never forget our past and the memories we had together. :')
We might not be able to be together for long, but..
No matter how far the distance is..
Nothing can break our strong friendship. :')
We shall keep our friendship strong and unbroken. :D

Remember this,
- I care about you guys.
- I think about you guys.
- I miss you guys.
- I never once let you guys out of my mind.
- I never will replace you guys.
- I will never do anything to ruin our friendship.
- I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. :')

Whenever I'm down, you guys never fail to support me and give me full of encouragements. :')
You guys gives me hope in myself. :'D
Even my results are the worst , you guys don't judge me. :')
You guys never fail to care. ;')
Never fail to worry. :')
Never fail to leave me all by myself. :')
You guys always let me know that I am someone which is special. :')
You guys, let me know that I can do anything . :')
You guys believe in me. :' )

I LOVE YOU GUYS, you all give me all the love and care I needed. :')

Thank you for everything you guys gave to me. :') *hugs*