hey guys!

 

Surprise? haha 

Besides facebook-ing, i really have nothing else to do now. 

So here I am. 

I'm blogging, like finally. wow.

 i think i deserve a kiss man.  :p

First off, I appreciate everyone who actually took the time to read my blog. I mean seriously, my blog's fricken lame  :/ anyways. I know I haven't been...hmm, updating for months, yeah been kinda busy with my studies.

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let me tell you about my fricken life now.

I wake up, go to school, go home,bath, tuition,. And the next day, all over again.

I feel like I'm constantly on this daily routine. It bores the heck out of me. 

I wish that i could join some party or hanging out with friends on the weekend. *neh its not like i can drink/dance or shopping anyways*. yeah. I want to grow up so I don't feel like I'm so restricted over things. I want to grow up so I can actually have control of my own goddamn life.

Instead of going straight home,  possibly go over to my friend's or something. Yumcha sessions and such. I know a lot of you have that now a day and all my friends too~they have a lot of fun everyday. But I don't. you lucky a-holes. haha. My parents, and my aunt, she's a lil protective you see,she taking care of me for few years already~since mummy's not around,and she has such a serious 'homesick' daugther that dont have friends to hanging out and stayed at home everyday~so surely she dont allow me too~but my friends different yea!and i'm those kind of hanging out lover k~!. My mom...yeah i guess she's okay. But I'm not allowed to go out yumcha at night,oh..hmm...well,not even noon or morning too,hmm...jz said it like,dont allow me to hang out !tat's all!. Good thing tho, look at the goddamn society. Sick.

In a nutshell, my life's been revolved around the same goddamn routine of home and school, school and home. Oh yeah, and tuition. !!

On second thoughts, I'm sicked with it. -.- I mean, study's my only duty now. SPM oh SPM. I can't wait to be done with you.