antiporkdrea~

lol betcha would give me a tight slap/a punch in the face if you're beside me HAHAH cus I'd slap myself if I were you, I really would if I could. :p

Lame. 

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my pc flooded with pictures of my diamonds bestie~the most ann qiqi~and my hometown diamonds bestia drea drea~liam liam~. Hahaha 

pasti untung lah if you likethem~

 

 

they looks so damn hot in all of the pics lor seriously. A bit jealous ah. A lil bit only lah. :p

I'm sure they damn bangga now hahahahaha kidding.

 

btw i'm gonna name this post ''Just for antiporkdrea''. antiporkdrea's my new name for drea drea just so you know. Wanna know why? I'll tell you why.

I had a convo with my diamonds bestie few days ago and it was about pork.

drea drea : (I don't eat pork and I anti pork.I'm 50% halal. Lol. If you didn't know that, well baby, now you know now~)

 So I told my bestie about how much i loves pork and how much i wants drea drea to be a pork lover, like me. & yadayadayada, we now calls her 'antiporkdrea' instead of her name :p

Eh drea drea, i'm sure you're reading this. :p 

 

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Old picture but  i don't care. 

我真系唔likey我头发.

no idea what i was trying to do. but this is the most recent picture of me. T.T

 needa wait for next school holidays so that i could go sallon for my hair care n straighthening my hair will be like longer and be ten times nicer zz I just hate my current hairstyle.

I know, it looks fine but I hate it idk why~~

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i don't really believe in astrology, although i am quite fascinated with their accuracy sometimes. but the lame thing about astrology is that they keep repeating the same characteristics over and over again ("stubborn," "patient," "materialistic," and "loyal" being a few of them for us bulls and cows), which is why i was a wee bit delighted to stumble upon this tweet a few days ago, because it is so true of a fact, and yet so new. i don't know about the other taurus, but i didn't realize that i rarely promise anybody anything until after i found this tweet.

to me promises are risky, and if you couldn't fulfill them they technically become lies. i take chances, not risks, simply because i don't believe in the latter. i am awful at lying, and lying makes me feel awful as well. i think promises don't subtract insecurities and doubts. if anything, they double them in the process. promises don't make you responsible, they make you fearful. promises are the naive "forever and ever," while the closest reality sounds more like "for the longest time possible." so what is it about promises that make them so worth it to keep? what is it about promises that keep us breaking and believing in them? is it because as human, we just love to constantly be given hopes and something to have faith in? i guess perhaps some of us are just that kind of people, you know? maybe some of us... we'd still like to believe in forever, even though we know that it's not possible.

 

 

dan qiqi's my diamond sis the editor!!hehe...pretty nice rite??wooweee

one of my fren told me both of us looks a like ,lk twins~hehe=)

 

if barbie was real she would be 7foot2 and 101pounds. Her head would be the same circumference as her waist. Her torso would not fit all her organs. She would die of malnutrition. She is what so many girls look up to.

 

 

“You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. -Dale Carnegie”

 

 

good friends are like diamonds ,precious and rare .fake friends are fallen leaves ,found everywhere!

 

 

SISTAR’s Bora fractures her thumb after falling during a performance

this accident isn't funny .. she broke her thumb. she fell because the floor was wet .. poor bora :(

they keep on slipping on that floor..at 0:09 soyou slipped, at 0:27 dasom slipped too..and on 0:58 bora's down..something's wrong with that floor..

 

 

Though it has not been long since they have debuted, member of girl group SISTAR, Bora, had to go through the embarrassment of falling on stage.
The group performed their comeback song (which is doing fabulous on the charts), “Shady Girl,” at the Let’s Start Sharing Concert on the 28th.  However, the group had to withstand the pouring rain during the performance, eventually leading Bora to fall flat on her face.  From the fall, Bora injured her finger, causing the performance to stop; however, the group bravely performed again after checking her injury.
A representative from SISTAR’s company, Starship Entertainment stated today, “After the performance, Bora suffered serious pain and had to go to the hospital for treatment. The X-ray results showed that she had fractured her thumb. She will need to be treated for three weeks.”
 
That looks so painful and seriously embarrassing. The mic probably hit her face.
The people who are saying she isn't professional, why don't you mind your own business?
First of all, how can they broadcast this when she clearly fell on her face? The filming HAD to be stopped. Second, if she could go on she probably would have, but since she was in pain she couldn't go on.

what is beautiful???

what is beautiful???  


What makes you feel beautiful? 
If you see someone who you think is beautiful what qualities do you think they possess?

“What makes you feel beautiful?” Kindness. When someone is kind to me it makes me feel beautiful. I also feel most beautiful when I have a high amount of energy and have bathed. I find the days that I don’t feel as beautiful I tend to have less energy, feel drained, and ultimately less beautiful.

“If you see someone who you think is beautiful what qualities do you think they possess?” When it comes to beauty I really am eclectic. I think it had a lot to do with taking photography in high school. You tend to see beauty where others don’t. I also find when you spend time with people who you may have initially not thought as “beautiful” you tend to find beautiful things about them that weren’t immediately noticeable.

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“You have to have a dream so you can get up in the morning. -Billy Wilder”

Being an Asian girl, growing up with mostly Caucasian kids had its good times and bad.
Now I can just laugh about it all, but inside I can still feel that pain that I had before. But does that drive me to go to far lengths to feel fit in? Of course not; I have matured and I actually love my differences and the way I look. But I can understand why many Asians and other women of ethnic groups choose to alter their looks and go under surgery so they can feel better about themselves.
I understand where a lot of these girls are coming from when they say they want to look better, but I feel that there’s really no need to change their physical appearance. These girls seem to be very weak towards criticism and the media, making them feel like they are not as pretty as another girl. The media does tend to pressure women into thinking that beauty is one or the other, but I think we should all understand that there’s really no specific standard to being beautiful. I think it’s time for women to become stronger and say to themselves, “I am beautiful, even if I don’t look like the woman next to me.”
 I think that all women of different races should be proud of their differences and embrace their beauty. Let’s face it, every one’s different – even celebrities look different, meaning everyone has a different part of them that makes them attractive.
I think women with different facial looks are absolutely gorgeous and they have a special beauty that no other can have. Why not treasure it?

 

“It is difficult to live in the present, ridiculous to live in the future, and impossible to live in the past. Nothing is as far away as one minute ago. -Jim Bishop”

 

 

“I think I’ve discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it. -Charles Schulz”

 

 

 

hey myself :)

I wonder why am i so happy in school. Its totally different from what i think and do at home. There might be two things why am i being happy in school with my friends around ;

1. Its because my friends are awesome, whenever i see them and i am always in a happy mood, like being sarcastic and never stop laughing at what single crap .

or

2. Its because i fake a smile, a laugh, everything and go through every single bitterness of what i am suffering from .

Okay i might cry a little when i'm alone all the time because i am those type of person that think widely . seriously by that i mean a lot, and i used to put my hopes too high over every single things but now i don't even wanna raise my hopes anymore, whenever i think about it, it makes me sad/cry . I wonder why am i so moody after i last see my friends. 

 

Every memories are special. :D
Even though most of us, we're separated as in different class..
Our friendship is still strong. :')
Maybe one of you are leaving soon, :'(
Please remember that, i will never forget our past and the memories we had together. :')
We might not be able to be together for long, but..
No matter how far the distance is..
Nothing can break our strong friendship. :')
We shall keep our friendship strong and unbroken. :D

Remember this,
- I care about you guys.
- I think about you guys.
- I miss you guys.
- I never once let you guys out of my mind.
- I never will replace you guys.
- I will never do anything to ruin our friendship.
- I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. :')

Whenever I'm down, you guys never fail to support me and give me full of encouragements. :')
You guys gives me hope in myself. :'D
Even my results are the worst , you guys don't judge me. :')
You guys never fail to care. ;')
Never fail to worry. :')
Never fail to leave me all by myself. :')
You guys always let me know that I am someone which is special. :')
You guys, let me know that I can do anything . :')
You guys believe in me. :' )

I LOVE YOU GUYS, you all give me all the love and care I needed. :')

Thank you for everything you guys gave to me. :') *hugs*

 

I'm back a-holes :p

hey! I was busy :( Busy converting oxygen into carbon dioxide. Kidding. I was too busy being fat that I didn't have time to update my blog. Sorry, but I'm back! That's all that matters, right? :)

2nd term exam's start tomorrow ~I'M NOT READY FOR IT OMG.

Spm is seven months away. NAY!

Momma:''So what do you wanna be when you're grown?'' 

Me:''I don't know. I think I'll just duduk di rumah goyang kaki tengok tv lah.''

Just kidding.

I'm not that lifeless lah hao bu hao? :)

HELLO? I SAID

 

& I'll make you proud,mommy :)

Nways. I ain't gonna bore y'all anymore haha. I know I'm boring. But please don't hit the X button!!

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would you still trust someone if you heard from another someone that she’s the one who’s been talking behind your back? This is something I’m feeling right now. I’m unsure if I should or shouldn’t. And if she’s saying something about you it’s unlikely that she just said it out of the blue. Maybe it’s because of my actions that made her feel this way? I don’t know. But somehow something tells me I don’t want to be suspicious of her, after all I know her quite well. Maybe I’m the one being a bad friend, not her. She’s an awesome friend to me, but maybe… maybe I’m not to her.

I have to balance my friends scale somehow. It’s like I’m drifting apart with certain people when I’m with another gang,And that I don’t think I’m being a good friend to my friends, I’m sorry guys):

eh wtf i just realised this post's became a 'complain post' o.o

zomg bear with me pwease.

So damn stressed out all of a sudden I don't know what's up with me.

SORRY :(

 

 

 

found smth really cute~kind of paint the kitty????!!!omg~

 

danice william~pretty my bestie sis??!nono~is my sis who complain tis n tat to me~

but such a pretty photo~yay~

 

You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.

 

 

damn my bestie hang out without me><.......but pretty cute~^^

 

danice william,Fennling Sim~pretty girls around~

 

 

♡♥i love couple T~~~~!!!♡♥

♡♥i love couple T~~~~!!!♡♥

  found couple t really lovely~love ya^^

 

i love long slives~kind of korean style=)

 

Did you?

school started, it's been nothing but stress and warnings from teachers. Trust me, all of my teachers have been telling us to have our own 'AZAM BARU AZAM BARU'.

t(-.-t) 

So sick of hearing the exact same thing over and over again from each and every of my teachers. 

VERY-THE-ANNOYING, YANNO?  

I mean like, I have tuitions every single day /.\ 

you 2011, the stupid, muthapuking form 5 life. 

 Ugh I really can't wait for the last day of SPM lol. 

IMMA PARTY~YEAH~ PARTY~YEAH~PARTY~ 

k la maybe not.

cus I TOTALLY SUCK AT DRINKING BEER. -.- 

MEH.

 

have you ever felt such intense emotional pain to the point that you even wished for nightmares to escape the horrible reality? just curious :)