hey guys!

 

Surprise? haha 

Besides facebook-ing, i really have nothing else to do now. 

So here I am. 

I'm blogging, like finally. wow.

 i think i deserve a kiss man.  :p

First off, I appreciate everyone who actually took the time to read my blog. I mean seriously, my blog's fricken lame  :/ anyways. I know I haven't been...hmm, updating for months, yeah been kinda busy with my studies.

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let me tell you about my fricken life now.

I wake up, go to school, go home,bath, tuition,. And the next day, all over again.

I feel like I'm constantly on this daily routine. It bores the heck out of me. 

I wish that i could join some party or hanging out with friends on the weekend. *neh its not like i can drink/dance or shopping anyways*. yeah. I want to grow up so I don't feel like I'm so restricted over things. I want to grow up so I can actually have control of my own goddamn life.

Instead of going straight home,  possibly go over to my friend's or something. Yumcha sessions and such. I know a lot of you have that now a day and all my friends too~they have a lot of fun everyday. But I don't. you lucky a-holes. haha. My parents, and my aunt, she's a lil protective you see,she taking care of me for few years already~since mummy's not around,and she has such a serious 'homesick' daugther that dont have friends to hanging out and stayed at home everyday~so surely she dont allow me too~but my friends different yea!and i'm those kind of hanging out lover k~!. My mom...yeah i guess she's okay. But I'm not allowed to go out yumcha at night,oh..hmm...well,not even noon or morning too,hmm...jz said it like,dont allow me to hang out !tat's all!. Good thing tho, look at the goddamn society. Sick.

In a nutshell, my life's been revolved around the same goddamn routine of home and school, school and home. Oh yeah, and tuition. !!

On second thoughts, I'm sicked with it. -.- I mean, study's my only duty now. SPM oh SPM. I can't wait to be done with you.

 

友谊、可以大过天

1你再哭　我也要哭了。 
2一样的发型和服装　我只愿意和你撞衫。   
3我们说好　绝不放开相互牵的手。 
4三个人的友谊需要时间去经营。 
5难过的时候，我想你们。想抱着你们哭，倾诉，紧紧地，不分开。

开心的时候，我想你们。想拉着你们跳，分享，一直对着你们傻笑，听你们骂骂我傻。

6你的肩膀 不厚实 但总能给我带来温暖和力量。 

7我们之间。 从一开始不熟。 变成那么那么亲的朋友。 回想起来都会挂起微笑。 

8你说日子这么过下去。 我们都有了工作。 再有了家庭。 我们是不是就要忙忙碌碌地为了柴米油盐变成黄脸婆？ 但是...。 即使那样了。 我们也会千里迢迢去看彼此。 

9男生一定不理解.女生好朋友连上厕所都要一起 

10我们只是想走在一起傻笑。想走在一起说一些怕瞬间就会忘记的笑 话。 

11我们感动过。 吵过闹过。 癫狂过。 

12两个人再互相对视。 继续笑。 笑累了就当没事发生。 继续前进。

13曾经的我们。 总是手牵手一起上学放学。 互相说着经历的笑话或糗事。 一边说一边手舞足蹈。 嗨完以后发现怎么周边的人都看着自己。

14--喂。 --干嘛。 --出来。 --怎么啦。 --心情不好。 --好。你在哪。 --老地方等你。   挂断电话。 心安。 18我们后来去了不同的地方读书。 常常和别人说到彼此。

15无论多久没见。 见面之前的澎湃心情立刻被见面以后的平静淹没。 好像我们明明昨天就一起出来逛了街吃了饭。 手牵手。

16只要一个电话一条短信。 就还是能在那个老地方。 看见你站在那里等我 我们都不曾离开。 17暗恋。理想。幻想。 以后想要的生活。 想去的地方。 又或是别人的坏话。 就是这样无边无际的闲扯。 我们才有了让人瞠目的默契和了解吧。 

18幸福的。浪漫的。 与你分享。 心痛的。难过的。 你抱着我。

19一个眼神就能了解我的全部。   

20言未说 泪先流 比自己更爱我 

21遇见一个人然后 生命全改变 原来不是恋爱才有的情节 ...

22静静地享受午后的阳光，很惬意。 身边有你，很充实，更完美。

23你经历那么多的人 聚聚散散 分分合合 以后还会有 但是你要记得 最后留下的 永远都是我 在最窝囊和无助的时候，能够懂你、耐心地和你说话， 并且用真实的情感安慰你的人。 

24你的难过 我来分担； 你的快乐 我来分享。 永远在你身边的 是我。

25不管多久没见面 我们彼此都还是老样子. 脾气差 说话大声 不注意仪表 可是 永远笑的那么开心 所谓的好朋友就是这样 无论从哪里活多久敢过来 不尴尬 很轻松自然 我心疼你 你的眼泪淋湿了我的心 真的 记得有个人为你心疼 

26朋友是唯一 一边骂你一边为你擦眼泪的角色。

27你知道 就算大雨让整座城市颠倒 我会给你温暖怀抱。 

28回忆那些在一起的时光，友情的岁月，是记忆里最美的画面。 

29毕业前夕, 就要各奔东西, 相隔那么远不知道什么时候才能再见, 你对着我说, 也许我一辈子都不会再遇到像你一样的人了... 我急忙擦眼睛怕眼泪掉下来被你笑话, 不过我现在真的和你想的一样.. 

30当你难过泪流满面的时候在你身旁抱着你说没关系。 你可以更肆无忌惮地哭肆无忌惮地流泪然后酣睡在她怀里。

31我只知道我走到哪里都会回头寻找你。 我过得好不好都要来让你陪我。 因为身边少了你，我真的不完整。 我丢的不仅是挚友，而是丢了半个自己。 

32 别哭了，再哭我也要哭了。 实在不行就哭吧，哭完我们去吃自助。 哭完了?这下好了吧，自助餐厅关门了。 

33不管你走在哪里，我都会站在你看得见我的地方。 如果有难过 有委屈 只要你回头 我始终站在你身后 站在你看得见我的地方 

34爱情是灯，友情是影子， 当灯灭了，你会发现你的周围都是影子。 朋友，是在最后可以给你力量的人。 

35朋友总是为你挡风遮雨, 如果你在远方承受风雪, 而我无能为力, 我也会祈祷, 让那些风雪降临在我的身上。 

36没有友谊，生命之树就会在时间的涛声中枯萎；心灵之壤就会在季节的变奏里荒芜。 缺乏真正的朋友乃是最纯粹最可怜的孤独；没有友谊则斯世不过是一片荒野。   

37不管爱情, 还是友情, 终极的目的不是归宿, 而是理解, 默契   ---是要找一个可以边走边谈的人. 无论什么时候, 怎样的心情。   

38你.你们.是我此生最美的风景...

 

“You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. -Dale Carnegie”

 

“Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. -Robert Heinlein”

 

“It’s not easy to change friendship into love but it’s even harder to turn love into friendship.”

 

antiporkdrea~

lol betcha would give me a tight slap/a punch in the face if you're beside me HAHAH cus I'd slap myself if I were you, I really would if I could. :p

Lame. 

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my pc flooded with pictures of my diamonds bestie~the most ann qiqi~and my hometown diamonds bestia drea drea~liam liam~. Hahaha 

pasti untung lah if you likethem~

 

 

they looks so damn hot in all of the pics lor seriously. A bit jealous ah. A lil bit only lah. :p

I'm sure they damn bangga now hahahahaha kidding.

 

btw i'm gonna name this post ''Just for antiporkdrea''. antiporkdrea's my new name for drea drea just so you know. Wanna know why? I'll tell you why.

I had a convo with my diamonds bestie few days ago and it was about pork.

drea drea : (I don't eat pork and I anti pork.I'm 50% halal. Lol. If you didn't know that, well baby, now you know now~)

 So I told my bestie about how much i loves pork and how much i wants drea drea to be a pork lover, like me. & yadayadayada, we now calls her 'antiporkdrea' instead of her name :p

Eh drea drea, i'm sure you're reading this. :p 

 

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Old picture but  i don't care. 

我真系唔likey我头发.

no idea what i was trying to do. but this is the most recent picture of me. T.T

 needa wait for next school holidays so that i could go sallon for my hair care n straighthening my hair will be like longer and be ten times nicer zz I just hate my current hairstyle.

I know, it looks fine but I hate it idk why~~

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i don't really believe in astrology, although i am quite fascinated with their accuracy sometimes. but the lame thing about astrology is that they keep repeating the same characteristics over and over again ("stubborn," "patient," "materialistic," and "loyal" being a few of them for us bulls and cows), which is why i was a wee bit delighted to stumble upon this tweet a few days ago, because it is so true of a fact, and yet so new. i don't know about the other taurus, but i didn't realize that i rarely promise anybody anything until after i found this tweet.

to me promises are risky, and if you couldn't fulfill them they technically become lies. i take chances, not risks, simply because i don't believe in the latter. i am awful at lying, and lying makes me feel awful as well. i think promises don't subtract insecurities and doubts. if anything, they double them in the process. promises don't make you responsible, they make you fearful. promises are the naive "forever and ever," while the closest reality sounds more like "for the longest time possible." so what is it about promises that make them so worth it to keep? what is it about promises that keep us breaking and believing in them? is it because as human, we just love to constantly be given hopes and something to have faith in? i guess perhaps some of us are just that kind of people, you know? maybe some of us... we'd still like to believe in forever, even though we know that it's not possible.

 

 

dan qiqi's my diamond sis the editor!!hehe...pretty nice rite??wooweee

one of my fren told me both of us looks a like ,lk twins~hehe=)

 

if barbie was real she would be 7foot2 and 101pounds. Her head would be the same circumference as her waist. Her torso would not fit all her organs. She would die of malnutrition. She is what so many girls look up to.

 

 

“You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. -Dale Carnegie”

 

 

good friends are like diamonds ,precious and rare .fake friends are fallen leaves ,found everywhere!

 

 

SISTAR’s Bora fractures her thumb after falling during a performance

this accident isn't funny .. she broke her thumb. she fell because the floor was wet .. poor bora :(

they keep on slipping on that floor..at 0:09 soyou slipped, at 0:27 dasom slipped too..and on 0:58 bora's down..something's wrong with that floor..

 

 

Though it has not been long since they have debuted, member of girl group SISTAR, Bora, had to go through the embarrassment of falling on stage.
The group performed their comeback song (which is doing fabulous on the charts), “Shady Girl,” at the Let’s Start Sharing Concert on the 28th.  However, the group had to withstand the pouring rain during the performance, eventually leading Bora to fall flat on her face.  From the fall, Bora injured her finger, causing the performance to stop; however, the group bravely performed again after checking her injury.
A representative from SISTAR’s company, Starship Entertainment stated today, “After the performance, Bora suffered serious pain and had to go to the hospital for treatment. The X-ray results showed that she had fractured her thumb. She will need to be treated for three weeks.”
 
That looks so painful and seriously embarrassing. The mic probably hit her face.
The people who are saying she isn't professional, why don't you mind your own business?
First of all, how can they broadcast this when she clearly fell on her face? The filming HAD to be stopped. Second, if she could go on she probably would have, but since she was in pain she couldn't go on.

what is beautiful???

what is beautiful???  


What makes you feel beautiful? 
If you see someone who you think is beautiful what qualities do you think they possess?

“What makes you feel beautiful?” Kindness. When someone is kind to me it makes me feel beautiful. I also feel most beautiful when I have a high amount of energy and have bathed. I find the days that I don’t feel as beautiful I tend to have less energy, feel drained, and ultimately less beautiful.

“If you see someone who you think is beautiful what qualities do you think they possess?” When it comes to beauty I really am eclectic. I think it had a lot to do with taking photography in high school. You tend to see beauty where others don’t. I also find when you spend time with people who you may have initially not thought as “beautiful” you tend to find beautiful things about them that weren’t immediately noticeable.

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“You have to have a dream so you can get up in the morning. -Billy Wilder”

Being an Asian girl, growing up with mostly Caucasian kids had its good times and bad.
Now I can just laugh about it all, but inside I can still feel that pain that I had before. But does that drive me to go to far lengths to feel fit in? Of course not; I have matured and I actually love my differences and the way I look. But I can understand why many Asians and other women of ethnic groups choose to alter their looks and go under surgery so they can feel better about themselves.
I understand where a lot of these girls are coming from when they say they want to look better, but I feel that there’s really no need to change their physical appearance. These girls seem to be very weak towards criticism and the media, making them feel like they are not as pretty as another girl. The media does tend to pressure women into thinking that beauty is one or the other, but I think we should all understand that there’s really no specific standard to being beautiful. I think it’s time for women to become stronger and say to themselves, “I am beautiful, even if I don’t look like the woman next to me.”
 I think that all women of different races should be proud of their differences and embrace their beauty. Let’s face it, every one’s different – even celebrities look different, meaning everyone has a different part of them that makes them attractive.
I think women with different facial looks are absolutely gorgeous and they have a special beauty that no other can have. Why not treasure it?

 

“It is difficult to live in the present, ridiculous to live in the future, and impossible to live in the past. Nothing is as far away as one minute ago. -Jim Bishop”

 

 

“I think I’ve discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it. -Charles Schulz”

 

 

 

hey myself :)

I wonder why am i so happy in school. Its totally different from what i think and do at home. There might be two things why am i being happy in school with my friends around ;

1. Its because my friends are awesome, whenever i see them and i am always in a happy mood, like being sarcastic and never stop laughing at what single crap .

or

2. Its because i fake a smile, a laugh, everything and go through every single bitterness of what i am suffering from .

Okay i might cry a little when i'm alone all the time because i am those type of person that think widely . seriously by that i mean a lot, and i used to put my hopes too high over every single things but now i don't even wanna raise my hopes anymore, whenever i think about it, it makes me sad/cry . I wonder why am i so moody after i last see my friends. 

 

Every memories are special. :D
Even though most of us, we're separated as in different class..
Our friendship is still strong. :')
Maybe one of you are leaving soon, :'(
Please remember that, i will never forget our past and the memories we had together. :')
We might not be able to be together for long, but..
No matter how far the distance is..
Nothing can break our strong friendship. :')
We shall keep our friendship strong and unbroken. :D

Remember this,
- I care about you guys.
- I think about you guys.
- I miss you guys.
- I never once let you guys out of my mind.
- I never will replace you guys.
- I will never do anything to ruin our friendship.
- I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. :')

Whenever I'm down, you guys never fail to support me and give me full of encouragements. :')
You guys gives me hope in myself. :'D
Even my results are the worst , you guys don't judge me. :')
You guys never fail to care. ;')
Never fail to worry. :')
Never fail to leave me all by myself. :')
You guys always let me know that I am someone which is special. :')
You guys, let me know that I can do anything . :')
You guys believe in me. :' )

I LOVE YOU GUYS, you all give me all the love and care I needed. :')

Thank you for everything you guys gave to me. :') *hugs*

 

I'm back a-holes :p

hey! I was busy :( Busy converting oxygen into carbon dioxide. Kidding. I was too busy being fat that I didn't have time to update my blog. Sorry, but I'm back! That's all that matters, right? :)

2nd term exam's start tomorrow ~I'M NOT READY FOR IT OMG.

Spm is seven months away. NAY!

Momma:''So what do you wanna be when you're grown?'' 

Me:''I don't know. I think I'll just duduk di rumah goyang kaki tengok tv lah.''

Just kidding.

I'm not that lifeless lah hao bu hao? :)

HELLO? I SAID

 

& I'll make you proud,mommy :)

Nways. I ain't gonna bore y'all anymore haha. I know I'm boring. But please don't hit the X button!!

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would you still trust someone if you heard from another someone that she’s the one who’s been talking behind your back? This is something I’m feeling right now. I’m unsure if I should or shouldn’t. And if she’s saying something about you it’s unlikely that she just said it out of the blue. Maybe it’s because of my actions that made her feel this way? I don’t know. But somehow something tells me I don’t want to be suspicious of her, after all I know her quite well. Maybe I’m the one being a bad friend, not her. She’s an awesome friend to me, but maybe… maybe I’m not to her.

I have to balance my friends scale somehow. It’s like I’m drifting apart with certain people when I’m with another gang,And that I don’t think I’m being a good friend to my friends, I’m sorry guys):

eh wtf i just realised this post's became a 'complain post' o.o

zomg bear with me pwease.

So damn stressed out all of a sudden I don't know what's up with me.

SORRY :(

 

 

 

found smth really cute~kind of paint the kitty????!!!omg~

 

danice william~pretty my bestie sis??!nono~is my sis who complain tis n tat to me~

but such a pretty photo~yay~

 

You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.

 

 

damn my bestie hang out without me><.......but pretty cute~^^

 

danice william,Fennling Sim~pretty girls around~