Monday, January 10, 2011

Wrote ; Scribbled ; Scribbled ; Wrote.


how many months since ive end up my blogging life.... 
its been a long time since you see my shit face right :P
i'm still so pretty, muahaha LMAO
 ahh, i just dont have the mood to blog for the past few months. tonnes of things had happened~
Sorry I abandoned you for quite sometime bloggie..but now...let's get started a new ones!
Time passes so quickly! 2 weeksafter school reopen..well,guys...after my sweet sixteenth bd~,after my two months of 'sweet' holidays...school reopen again!
I want holiday. I want a break.
School is boring. All teachers kept asking for our books books books, complete our homeworks, etc etc. Ugh -_-
Now I finally understand why people always said, 24 hours a day isn't enough. Cause I'm desperate for time. Could you please just move slower a little? Just a little, that might be enough for me.
we were forced to newspaper cutting which I hate it, very much. Its so annoying. And if we misplaced it or we lost it, we have to do all over again.urg...
perdagangan teacher was in a bad mood today. I had never seen him acting this way before..i think it's all because of our mr tiu heng yong and his super duper stewpid gay gengs~. T_Tluckily that lady's blood dint gain too high...otherwise I think I couldnt survive another day in school :/
During year 2010, 24 hours per day is more than enough. There's time to play, time to sleep, time to lepak here and there, even when it's form 4. But now, 24 hours per day ain't enough for me. Like seriously lor. Not enough time to play, not enough time to lepak here and there, not enough time for homeworks also :S
But the most extremely important one is, I'VE GOT NOT ENOUGH TIME TO SLEEP LAH :( serious one lor. Damn exhauseted everyday. Even now my eyelids also getting damn heavy already. If I don't have enough sleep, cannot concentrate in class. If I cannot concentrate in class, I'll probably be a failure in my entire life. Screw lah. Last time still can sleep in class now cannot already lor.
I freaking dislike my math teacher to the maxxxx! If I fail my math I'm so gonna blame him! Shit lah, damn bad. But really lor, he keep asking for the same things everydays...over and over~
Okay anyway, I felt superb duperly dissapointed of myself. The first time in my entire whole life I felt this way. And I felt embarrasing at the same time. I didn't know whats with me I just couldnt speak in a proper english in public. I mean as in infront of the class. To be specific, tuition class. I'm a total newbie there, so you know, when I'm not close to those humans, I'll be super extremely quiet. Sigh it takes time to blend it I guess.
i just dont know wat should i do for my oral~
when you ask me to speak infront of humans that weren't close enough, I WOULD RATHER DIE. I was being some retarded fella talking infront like some stupid donkeys talking craps and broken english here and there, stoned after a few sentences.. I feel like hiding into some holes after that. Shit lah :(
Okay whatever lah. Over is over, what's the point. Stop complaining. So I think I better go now before I bang my whole head on the keyboard :O


I WANNA REST IN PEACEEE !