小小的插曲~

昨天都快累死了！！我的脚再也不是我的脚~呵呵
其实还好耶，参加这些installation都有五年了，来来去去还不是一样~可是却又一个小小的插曲。。
我有一个认识的朋友，还不能说很熟，就是认识，我很喜欢的朋友。。。
要是你问我为什么会喜欢，我还真的不知道是为什么呢。。是亲切感?还是她的个性真的很棒?反正喜欢一个人不是都不需要理由的吗?呵呵
不过我这个朋友身上呢，可能因为不太熟，所以她身上有着一个我还不太知道的故事，她的爱情故事。。。只有从她的部落格里一点一点的，像拼图一样的大概拼出一个故事。。。所以知道一点。。
知道曾经你们两个是那么的爱着对方，这么的快乐。。。
后来可能是因为父母反对所以并没有在一起，还是因为他喜欢上其他人。。。。
我想，应该是他心里有另一个她吧。。。可是我这个朋友心里一直都不好过，因为心里还是住着他！
从她部落格里就可以发现她有多感性~真的。。
重点是。。。。
昨晚他和她相遇了，他就站在她前面，面对面，可是。。。他身边却站着另一个她。。。
我看到她不知所措的表情了。。。那时候多想过去抱着她不让她看见他啊。。。
她竟然还需要帮他们两个充当摄影师拍照。。。让我很无语啊。。
她昨晚很漂亮，很优雅，就像空姐一样。。。可是你心揪了吗?心疼了吗?你真的很惹人心怜。。。。我们亲近点吧。。。这样我才有资格以一个好朋友的身份给你一个温暖的拥抱。。。

hapiness of my lovely unnie!

It's just passed midnight and I'm already so tired. 
last night i'm kinda crazy with the installation event,which all of my little great bestie was busying and mad for pass over few weeks~over just in a minute,about that event i may share it in another post~
for this post i would like to share something about my friend,my unnie in korea,
i've a video call with yebeen unnie this evening,we chit chat about everything..
if there's someone ask me why would i love to talk with this unnie,i would tell you,she's sweet and i feel ot of hapiness from her,yebeen unnie was so lovely,she knows,she understoond peope hearts...
even when i'm there for my audition,i'm alone there,just a few words,or a hug,i dint feel lonely~how power my unnie is^^kkkkkk
so just now unnie was telling me about her boy friend,yebeen unnie was dating a guy,hmm,a trainee of an entertainment,a star company just like me,but the only diff was he's the training one,i'm the awaiting to start training next year...
before this unnie was like meeting him about once or twice a week,because as you guys know trainees are so busy for their training,practice,and scedule,trainees got to secrefy alot,...
even just few times meeting for a month,they'e still love and keep in touch with each other...
unnie and his boy friend really a role model and romantic love story for me...

but today his boy friend is leaving to canada,for a special training there for about one month..
so unnie was telling me about she'd started to miss him even just a few hours later...
unnie must attend school alone by herself,...but what is 'romantic'?this is!
his boy friend promised to send an e-mail a day,everyday for this whole month when he's not around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how romantic!awwwwwwww!
i'm so envy about this,korean guy is romantic....?kkkkknot every mayb
would niel be like that too??or young min?kkkhehehe...........

 

Song of the entry is 'no more perfume on you' by teen top. I can't stop listening to it because it's so freaking catchy.

stop disturbing!!!!!!!!

hey,how could he be so damn annoying?????!oh god!

if you know that i dont willing to bother about you cant you just stop it everything?????????

i'm really tired of this!!!!!he's really dont have even just a little of comman sense wey!

all my friends was complaining about he's annoying!shit

they 're my friend not your friend,pls dont disturb them!dont make them angry of me!!!!!!

if you're still kind of having brain!pls stop disturbing my friends and also me!you're so damn annoying!

i've gain from friend,turn to dislike,and now!u make me feel like hate!!!!!!!!

please men!you're disturbing my life!my friends are complaining and scolding!so stop it,dont make me angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i'm happy being single!!!!!

拜托你不要在这么伤心颓废了。。。真的非常内疚。。。可是我不要回头啊。。！

i'm bad,i'm selfish

i'm bad,i'm selfish.....

i' selfish,i cant secrefy my times for him,when i started gain busy,our chating was like more less and less...if our relationship continue like that i dont think it will have any hapiness...rite?i know,he do loved me,and i do too,he loved me,that's y i know no matter how busy i'm,he will still wait for me,but the fact was,i dont want him to wait for me.....i dont wanna tie him up on a selfish person....i hope he could get somebody else better than me...

when i'm busy and could not secrefy times for him,i know he was sad,i dont wanna make him sad,that's y finally,i choose to be the selfish one,i made myself strong and dont be soften heart,and i hurt him a lot today,and i'm hurting myself too...

i know,if i'm sad,i mean if i look sad to do so,if i look sad in the class or while talking to anyone...things wont goes so easily ,he may know i dont wanna too,i make myself smile alot,not look too sad,but now,i'm tired already,i'm wearing a mask for 2 days already,i'm tired,i got too fixed up my broken heart myself before ppl saw it,and i wish he will too.....he's great ever..

我很自私，伤了两个人的心，我的，他的。。
我不要他等我，我很自私，因为自己伤害了你，不懂得珍惜你 ，但能够遇到你真的很棒，不会后悔， 如果我的一生会写成一本书，你将会是在最精彩快乐的那一页。。。
  他应该找个更好的。。
我失去了最爱，希望还是可以增加一个至亲。。
爱你。。。

29.6.11
after 5 month and 8 days......♥
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i dont want!!!!!

i dont know what i want nowadays acually...
hey guys,if you guys do have a boyfriend which loved you,you guys will feel so happy and love him yea???
i duno what happen to me,i'm not like that man!
hmm.....he did alot for me,but,something stress me when i with him..
when a ppl get in to your life,when you secrefy your time for him,you may feel so annoying and feel stress izzit??
when he msg me al the time,until i cant do anything else...
when because have to reply his mag,you have to hide yourself somewhr not to let your mom saw you are msging...
it is realy bad to me.......
i wanna do many other things else rather then msg him a whole day,
i wanna enjoy my time with family rather then hide my self in room just to msg him
i wanna watch movie rather thn keep on pressing the phone and cant concentrate
after 2 days of my holidays since i sicked,i realise that acually i can be really happy by not msging all the time,i can have my own time by having fun with family,watch movie,study and other else.....
i dont wanna secrefy so much time for him!!!!but he dont ever understand
if i dont reply his mag,he would be so angry,he wanna mag me all the time,day and night!!!!!
it is so damn annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i dont want!
i feel unhappy ,he dont really understand what i want!i want a boyfriend!but not the boyfriend like a husband,you dont nid to find all the day and nite,because we both still have our own life to go,just a little time that we could use to msg,or meet but not whole day whole night!

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你离开的一年后，在我脑海里不在常常出现你脸蛋的时候。。。
你却找我了。。是msn！
你问我还记得你吗?你告诉我你被女朋友甩了很难过，你还问我当时到底我有没有真的喜欢过你。。
你告诉我你真的
有喜欢过我呢，当时。。。你知道我听你这么说我有多开心吗??呵呵。。
你说你那里的一个朋友的女朋友drea真的跟我很像 。。我的反映也只是‘哦。。是吗。。’
年头的时候在fb看到你的profile的时候，我真的整个僵掉了。。。因为原来你跟我的同学也就是你这里的‘兄弟’还有联络呢，关系还很好。。。
从你的friendlist找到你说的drea了。。。感觉。。真的有点像，应该是性格吧，其实自己也不清楚，因为不认识。。。。。。