小小的插曲~

昨天都快累死了！！我的脚再也不是我的脚~呵呵
其实还好耶，参加这些installation都有五年了，来来去去还不是一样~可是却又一个小小的插曲。。
我有一个认识的朋友，还不能说很熟，就是认识，我很喜欢的朋友。。。
要是你问我为什么会喜欢，我还真的不知道是为什么呢。。是亲切感?还是她的个性真的很棒?反正喜欢一个人不是都不需要理由的吗?呵呵
不过我这个朋友身上呢，可能因为不太熟，所以她身上有着一个我还不太知道的故事，她的爱情故事。。。只有从她的部落格里一点一点的，像拼图一样的大概拼出一个故事。。。所以知道一点。。
知道曾经你们两个是那么的爱着对方，这么的快乐。。。
后来可能是因为父母反对所以并没有在一起，还是因为他喜欢上其他人。。。。
我想，应该是他心里有另一个她吧。。。可是我这个朋友心里一直都不好过，因为心里还是住着他！
从她部落格里就可以发现她有多感性~真的。。
重点是。。。。
昨晚他和她相遇了，他就站在她前面，面对面，可是。。。他身边却站着另一个她。。。
我看到她不知所措的表情了。。。那时候多想过去抱着她不让她看见他啊。。。
她竟然还需要帮他们两个充当摄影师拍照。。。让我很无语啊。。
她昨晚很漂亮，很优雅，就像空姐一样。。。可是你心揪了吗?心疼了吗?你真的很惹人心怜。。。。我们亲近点吧。。。这样我才有资格以一个好朋友的身份给你一个温暖的拥抱。。。

hapiness of my lovely unnie!

It's just passed midnight and I'm already so tired. 
last night i'm kinda crazy with the installation event,which all of my little great bestie was busying and mad for pass over few weeks~over just in a minute,about that event i may share it in another post~
for this post i would like to share something about my friend,my unnie in korea,
i've a video call with yebeen unnie this evening,we chit chat about everything..
if there's someone ask me why would i love to talk with this unnie,i would tell you,she's sweet and i feel ot of hapiness from her,yebeen unnie was so lovely,she knows,she understoond peope hearts...
even when i'm there for my audition,i'm alone there,just a few words,or a hug,i dint feel lonely~how power my unnie is^^kkkkkk
so just now unnie was telling me about her boy friend,yebeen unnie was dating a guy,hmm,a trainee of an entertainment,a star company just like me,but the only diff was he's the training one,i'm the awaiting to start training next year...
before this unnie was like meeting him about once or twice a week,because as you guys know trainees are so busy for their training,practice,and scedule,trainees got to secrefy alot,...
even just few times meeting for a month,they'e still love and keep in touch with each other...
unnie and his boy friend really a role model and romantic love story for me...

but today his boy friend is leaving to canada,for a special training there for about one month..
so unnie was telling me about she'd started to miss him even just a few hours later...
unnie must attend school alone by herself,...but what is 'romantic'?this is!
his boy friend promised to send an e-mail a day,everyday for this whole month when he's not around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how romantic!awwwwwwww!
i'm so envy about this,korean guy is romantic....?kkkkknot every mayb
would niel be like that too??or young min?kkkhehehe...........

 

Song of the entry is 'no more perfume on you' by teen top. I can't stop listening to it because it's so freaking catchy.

stop disturbing!!!!!!!!

hey,how could he be so damn annoying?????!oh god!

if you know that i dont willing to bother about you cant you just stop it everything?????????

i'm really tired of this!!!!!he's really dont have even just a little of comman sense wey!

all my friends was complaining about he's annoying!shit

they 're my friend not your friend,pls dont disturb them!dont make them angry of me!!!!!!

if you're still kind of having brain!pls stop disturbing my friends and also me!you're so damn annoying!

i've gain from friend,turn to dislike,and now!u make me feel like hate!!!!!!!!

please men!you're disturbing my life!my friends are complaining and scolding!so stop it,dont make me angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i'm happy being single!!!!!

拜托你不要在这么伤心颓废了。。。真的非常内疚。。。可是我不要回头啊。。！

i'm bad,i'm selfish

i'm bad,i'm selfish.....

i' selfish,i cant secrefy my times for him,when i started gain busy,our chating was like more less and less...if our relationship continue like that i dont think it will have any hapiness...rite?i know,he do loved me,and i do too,he loved me,that's y i know no matter how busy i'm,he will still wait for me,but the fact was,i dont want him to wait for me.....i dont wanna tie him up on a selfish person....i hope he could get somebody else better than me...

when i'm busy and could not secrefy times for him,i know he was sad,i dont wanna make him sad,that's y finally,i choose to be the selfish one,i made myself strong and dont be soften heart,and i hurt him a lot today,and i'm hurting myself too...

i know,if i'm sad,i mean if i look sad to do so,if i look sad in the class or while talking to anyone...things wont goes so easily ,he may know i dont wanna too,i make myself smile alot,not look too sad,but now,i'm tired already,i'm wearing a mask for 2 days already,i'm tired,i got too fixed up my broken heart myself before ppl saw it,and i wish he will too.....he's great ever..

我很自私，伤了两个人的心，我的，他的。。
我不要他等我，我很自私，因为自己伤害了你，不懂得珍惜你 ，但能够遇到你真的很棒，不会后悔， 如果我的一生会写成一本书，你将会是在最精彩快乐的那一页。。。
  他应该找个更好的。。
我失去了最爱，希望还是可以增加一个至亲。。
爱你。。。

29.6.11
after 5 month and 8 days......♥
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i dont want!!!!!

i dont know what i want nowadays acually...
hey guys,if you guys do have a boyfriend which loved you,you guys will feel so happy and love him yea???
i duno what happen to me,i'm not like that man!
hmm.....he did alot for me,but,something stress me when i with him..
when a ppl get in to your life,when you secrefy your time for him,you may feel so annoying and feel stress izzit??
when he msg me al the time,until i cant do anything else...
when because have to reply his mag,you have to hide yourself somewhr not to let your mom saw you are msging...
it is realy bad to me.......
i wanna do many other things else rather then msg him a whole day,
i wanna enjoy my time with family rather then hide my self in room just to msg him
i wanna watch movie rather thn keep on pressing the phone and cant concentrate
after 2 days of my holidays since i sicked,i realise that acually i can be really happy by not msging all the time,i can have my own time by having fun with family,watch movie,study and other else.....
i dont wanna secrefy so much time for him!!!!but he dont ever understand
if i dont reply his mag,he would be so angry,he wanna mag me all the time,day and night!!!!!
it is so damn annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i dont want!
i feel unhappy ,he dont really understand what i want!i want a boyfriend!but not the boyfriend like a husband,you dont nid to find all the day and nite,because we both still have our own life to go,just a little time that we could use to msg,or meet but not whole day whole night!

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你离开的一年后，在我脑海里不在常常出现你脸蛋的时候。。。
你却找我了。。是msn！
你问我还记得你吗?你告诉我你被女朋友甩了很难过，你还问我当时到底我有没有真的喜欢过你。。
你告诉我你真的
有喜欢过我呢，当时。。。你知道我听你这么说我有多开心吗??呵呵。。
你说你那里的一个朋友的女朋友drea真的跟我很像 。。我的反映也只是‘哦。。是吗。。’
年头的时候在fb看到你的profile的时候，我真的整个僵掉了。。。因为原来你跟我的同学也就是你这里的‘兄弟’还有联络呢，关系还很好。。。
从你的friendlist找到你说的drea了。。。感觉。。真的有点像，应该是性格吧，其实自己也不清楚，因为不认识。。。。。。

铭记不忘的初恋。。。

有个小小的秘密。。。
人家不是常说初恋你会永远铭记不忘吗?好像是真的呢，
可以称得上是初恋吗?不是我不接受，更不是他不接受，只是在不对的时间吧。。
最后刚刚开始期待些什么的时候。。刚刚想好好发展的时候。。
已经来不及，来不及说什么，期待的事情变成什么都不是，因为什么都还没来得及你却离开了。。
开学后听说刚过的假期里，你回来了，有一点后悔呢。。
后悔为什么整个假期都不出去晃呢?出去的话是不是就会有机会再见到你呢?即使只是看一眼也好。。。
有时候还是会想起以前的事情，也会想知道，到底你心里还记得这个我吗?还是，你只把这样的我当成了生命里渺小不堪的过客而已?还是。。跟我一样，有时候还是会想起我呢??不太可能吧。。。
要是这么刚好的，这么幸运的假期里让我碰到你会这么样啊??你还会记得我，跟我打招呼吗?还是现在都变成陌生人了????啊。。。为什么都会想起这些呢?
现在的我们真的都因为时间变了。。。
你有她，而我也有他，就算见了也不会怎么样的了！对吧?
呵呵。。。那个在我生命里，我脑海里留下好印象的你，谢谢，你让我的初恋添满彩色，不是暗淡的，不是凄凉的。。。。。

little 'girly friends'

Today during tuition, we was having chit chat with my friends and one of them mentioned how little 'girly friends' I have because I tend to get on better with guys. Immediately, I tried to disagree but actually this is true. My guy friends CONSTANTLY question whether I am really a girl which is funny because my parents do the same thing. I realised today just how uncomfortable I am around girly ladies. Don't get me wrong because there is nothing wrong with being girly of course but damn, I am seriously awkward around girly girls. I think this is why I was never popular in High School because my vulgarness seems to scare girls off because it creeps them out but as my little brother says, "Life is only fun if you're a creep sometimes". But I do remember trying to be girly and failing miserably during school. What about you guys? So cool because I'm in my 17's now so I'm no longer trying to 'fit in' into a group because I can just be myself. 

 

 

 

 

and the last last one!!

EMO

Hello guys,

Hope you are all having a fabulous weekend. I just got back from tuition so currently chilling here in the room with a nice cup of cool drinks~. Is it me or is June flying for you guys?=)
hey guys,have you guys has any friend that does emo all the day and night???i think there're lots of friend does this around me!!
dont talk about friends,even sometimes when you turn your fb on,all kind of emo quotes will appear!!i really do think of why nowadays ppl does this alot,even me myself do emo,hmm...i mean some little times~i'm not the serious one!
one of my bestie,qiqi,she does emo all the times!okie,she sit just back to me in the class,and another one was also back to me,my bestie peei ching,both of them!they love those love note,yes surely i love it too,hmm,everyone love it rite?rather than reading essay,rivision's book,teenagers are mostly prefer to read love note or quote from internet yea?it is sweet,nice,and hapiness!but i think it as,emo!
xin wei,the small size bestie,she does emo!seriously definately!!emo all the time!
her fb wall,are always full with quotes!hmm,from english to chinese,what language's quotes you wanna read??go and search from her wall!hehe,but sti,kind of worry if i read those,will anything hapen to her,or mayb happened??
one of my friend,a nice girl,her blog,are always full with sad stuff,she wrote stuff about her,but when i read,i always feel so sad,almost every post on her blog do so!ahhh~then i found something,i found that,y did ppl do emo all the time??mayb,that's their story,or mayb noone's to share or no one's understand so we got to use quotes,post to writen down somewhere,to reliease it yea????mayb,i'm just guessing lahhhhh~~

 

 

 

a little story here

there's a little story here~

a little girl.....when she is 13 years old,her dad pass away~but she still always believe in she has a lovely family!because she loved her family love her dad and her mom,and she believe that her family love her too...

after that,her mom have to take care of she and her brother,so there's no other choice...her mother have to go and work at oversea to earn money to let them survive......her mother leave her with her relative,she dint feel angry of her mother,but she feel sorry to her mom to work alone so far away...

she felt so thankful to her mom

even when there's something happen,she got in some problem,and having so much of stress.....when she need someone to talk when everyone at her side are giving her strees...only one person who helped her,talk to her,her mother call an oversea's video call to her and talk to her...tat call gave her energy!

her mother even come back from oversea to accompany her....

she felt happy,..

but when things come so good and nice,there's always bad things following rite????

i do believe tis nowadays....

after all,slowly she found smth.....

her mom mayb has someone there,oversea....

someone that mayb her mom love.......

what should she do?her mom dint tell her any about this......

she jz found it out by herself,she heard they having phone call,having video calls.....and those 'kind of words'...that friends would not said!!

maybe,some of you will agree with her mom to have someone since her dad passed away for so long,and we cant tie up someone who are still young and pretty for a husband which had been passed away for few years...

but still,if her mom could had tell her about this,and dont keep it as a secret,mayb she would not feel so badly,right??untill now her mom dint tell her any yet...she felt so badly that she cant tell to anyone....

that's all...

holidays ending!!!

Back to school=back to being a nerd lol.=(

 

 

“It’s easy to forget things you want to remember. It’s hard to forget things you don’t want to remember.”

 

 

 

the end of the world....awwwww!!!!

21st May 2011. remember tis?? apparently there's this guy who predicted that the World is going to end . He says a huge earthquake is going to occur and disasters are going to keep coming until October 21st (when the World will end once and for all).While it's a good thing to be prepared, I also want to say that the Bible clearly says that no man or angel will know when the end of time is coming. It always tells us to beware of false prophets. So don't worry guys =) If this guy is so smart, he wouldn't have missed out the very simple passage from the Bible that tells us that no-one except the Lord will know when end of time will come. 

It's just kind of a coincidence because I've actually been studying the book of Revelations for the past week and honestly, it overwhelmed me. So much goes on about what'll happen and to be really honest with you guys, it kind of scared me. I wasn't afraid for myself, I was afraid for my loved ones. Not just my loved ones actually - just the majority of the population of the World. But I just have to hold on to my faith and believe that God is a Righteous God and He is Right. This means He knows what He is doing. But going back to the topic of 'World Ending', no - I personally don't think it's going to end  because the Bible tells us we won't know when the time comes. If you can believe in horoscopes, magic or this 'prophet', why not the Bible? Lol, so don't worry guys.

 If the World really is to "end" tomorrow though, what would you guys do? Some say they'll eat like there is no tomorrow lol, some say they'll spend it with their loved ones. If you're still feeling afraid, then just pray =) In a quiet room, calm your heart and just confess how you feel to Him. If you're afraid of what other people might think of you, do it in your own privacy. I used to be self conscious of praying because I'm not so good with words but I realised I don't have to talk in a certain way or act in a certain way. I can just be myself because He knew me before I was even born, He knew me when I was a little girl, He knows me today and He'll know me tomorrow and forever. Sometimes when I'm mad, I just tell Him how I really feel instead of just telling him what I think He wants to hear. Somehow, He will speak to me and bring me back peace in my heart. Just be honest and let your heart pour out to Him and I'm always amazed with how a simple little prayer can always restore my soul.

but still!!!!!hehe~before this,let post smth yea!look at here~awww

“I hate how sometimes words can never come close to describing how you feel right at that moment.”

 

 

a little motto to live by...it goes like this...
there's gonna be times in your life when people tell you,
that you can't do smth...
and there's gonna be times in your life when people say,
that you can't live your dreams!
...so,you're gonna tell them,you can do it!
ducks!ducks!ducks!ducks!quacks!quacks!quacks!quacks!!zoom!!!!!!!!!!!!♥♥♥

 

 

 

 

bieber fever!!!!!♥♥♥

smth left down~~so continue yea!!since i'm having mood now~~weeheee!!
i just finished a korean drama ---49 days!since i'm boring while holidays!!
is not those 'hot' drama,but it's really touch!n i cried a lot!!!TT~~
story is abt  Ji-Hyun's  life seems to be storybook perfect. Her parents adore her and her friends all seem to admire her. Ji-Hyun is also engaged and set to marry her fiance Min-Ho in just a few days
from thr the story begin,but really dislike minho!!!but i love the main girl character,ji hyun,is nam gyu ri from seeya acually ......thn after tat ji hyun had an accidents.
Ji-Hyun walks out of her car in a daze. She is shocked to see her body being carted into an ambulance. The only person who seems to notice her standing in the road is a man on a motorcycle. The man on the motorcycle is the Scheduler- an angel of sorts who awaits to take souls to their final destinations.
Ji-Hyun follows her body into the ambulance and watches as the paramedics attempt to revive her body. At the hospital, Ji-Hyun meets the Scheduler again. The Scheduler tells Ji-Hyun that if three people (besides her family) genuinely sheds tears over her condition within the next 49 days, her body will awake from its coma and she can live again. Ji-Hyun instantly thinks of her fiance and two best friends and is certain she will live again. For the next the 49 days, Ji-Hyun then takes over the body of the suicidal Yi-Kyung in her quest to find three such persons. Ji-Hyun gets a job at a restaurant owned by her friend, Han Kang.
.......and more more~long story,better go n find out your self!but seriously,it is really interesting drama for me!!hehe

 

 

pretty right???if i could have half of her beauty!!!!awww!!!wat a lovely!!!!^^

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and the movie??insidious!!well,b4 i watch i heard alot abt it,ppl told me,it is very scary!!

and i read from the newspapar,they said insidious is the most scary among all the horror movie for now...oh no man!!!their ghost looks fake larh!!!!but the story are still not bad !!

and another was JB love!!!!!!!!♥♥♥

justin bieber never say never!!!!!awwwwww~~~~

my bieber was damn hot!!

you must and have to watch tis!!is abt his life,how did he success like tat!and how hard does he tried for his dream....really interesting man!!!!!^^

and how cute he is!!!ohhhhhhhhhhh

i'm alive!!!!

Hello guys!

I'm in such an amazing mood teheheee! The room is so breezy thanks to Mr Air Con and I'm wearing the most unflattering PJs and LOVING IT!!!

guys,u  noe wat!!!!i was just like having so much,too much,very much stories to share!!!

jz a weeks ago,my school,or mayb urs too,having  a big deal on basketball match!!!hey hey,i'm not last long me,the little girls who dont do sports!!!i found sports interested!!!!!!!hehe!!

well,i just realise that acually kelantan was still not bad!wakaka,i dont ever say so yea^^...had a shock???haha

flag for for kelantan was red,you noe~almost 80%of our skul's stadium was full with red!surely,me too!!!i wear the ony few red shirt in my cupboard for few days you noe!!!haha

and the voice of supporting!!!OMG!

what a sad that you guys r not there!!!!^^

 

 

can you c the red shirt!!!!awww!!!haha,but tis photo taken when they're practicing not having match!!!><

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hmm,and wat's next???oh...forgotten...

ah,yea!tat video!!

you guys noe bubz????bubzbeauty????

a kind,pretty,humour person ever!it's one of my fren who r from ireland,but now she's working at hong kong..

she has such a high quality on beauty,she loves and interesting on beauty stuff,you can search her channel on youtube,she teaches make up,beauty tips,or some other funny stuff!!

but it's ok,is not my main topic here!!!wat i wanna say is bubz,her bro,and her cousin made a video,is so damn funny!

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hey guys!

 

Surprise? haha 

Besides facebook-ing, i really have nothing else to do now. 

So here I am. 

I'm blogging, like finally. wow.

 i think i deserve a kiss man.  :p

First off, I appreciate everyone who actually took the time to read my blog. I mean seriously, my blog's fricken lame  :/ anyways. I know I haven't been...hmm, updating for months, yeah been kinda busy with my studies.

hahahahahahahahaha...............~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

let me tell you about my fricken life now.

I wake up, go to school, go home,bath, tuition,. And the next day, all over again.

I feel like I'm constantly on this daily routine. It bores the heck out of me. 

I wish that i could join some party or hanging out with friends on the weekend. *neh its not like i can drink/dance or shopping anyways*. yeah. I want to grow up so I don't feel like I'm so restricted over things. I want to grow up so I can actually have control of my own goddamn life.

Instead of going straight home,  possibly go over to my friend's or something. Yumcha sessions and such. I know a lot of you have that now a day and all my friends too~they have a lot of fun everyday. But I don't. you lucky a-holes. haha. My parents, and my aunt, she's a lil protective you see,she taking care of me for few years already~since mummy's not around,and she has such a serious 'homesick' daugther that dont have friends to hanging out and stayed at home everyday~so surely she dont allow me too~but my friends different yea!and i'm those kind of hanging out lover k~!. My mom...yeah i guess she's okay. But I'm not allowed to go out yumcha at night,oh..hmm...well,not even noon or morning too,hmm...jz said it like,dont allow me to hang out !tat's all!. Good thing tho, look at the goddamn society. Sick.

In a nutshell, my life's been revolved around the same goddamn routine of home and school, school and home. Oh yeah, and tuition. !!

On second thoughts, I'm sicked with it. -.- I mean, study's my only duty now. SPM oh SPM. I can't wait to be done with you.

 

友谊、可以大过天

1你再哭　我也要哭了。 
2一样的发型和服装　我只愿意和你撞衫。   
3我们说好　绝不放开相互牵的手。 
4三个人的友谊需要时间去经营。 
5难过的时候，我想你们。想抱着你们哭，倾诉，紧紧地，不分开。

开心的时候，我想你们。想拉着你们跳，分享，一直对着你们傻笑，听你们骂骂我傻。

6你的肩膀 不厚实 但总能给我带来温暖和力量。 

7我们之间。 从一开始不熟。 变成那么那么亲的朋友。 回想起来都会挂起微笑。 

8你说日子这么过下去。 我们都有了工作。 再有了家庭。 我们是不是就要忙忙碌碌地为了柴米油盐变成黄脸婆？ 但是...。 即使那样了。 我们也会千里迢迢去看彼此。 

9男生一定不理解.女生好朋友连上厕所都要一起 

10我们只是想走在一起傻笑。想走在一起说一些怕瞬间就会忘记的笑 话。 

11我们感动过。 吵过闹过。 癫狂过。 

12两个人再互相对视。 继续笑。 笑累了就当没事发生。 继续前进。

13曾经的我们。 总是手牵手一起上学放学。 互相说着经历的笑话或糗事。 一边说一边手舞足蹈。 嗨完以后发现怎么周边的人都看着自己。

14--喂。 --干嘛。 --出来。 --怎么啦。 --心情不好。 --好。你在哪。 --老地方等你。   挂断电话。 心安。 18我们后来去了不同的地方读书。 常常和别人说到彼此。

15无论多久没见。 见面之前的澎湃心情立刻被见面以后的平静淹没。 好像我们明明昨天就一起出来逛了街吃了饭。 手牵手。

16只要一个电话一条短信。 就还是能在那个老地方。 看见你站在那里等我 我们都不曾离开。 17暗恋。理想。幻想。 以后想要的生活。 想去的地方。 又或是别人的坏话。 就是这样无边无际的闲扯。 我们才有了让人瞠目的默契和了解吧。 

18幸福的。浪漫的。 与你分享。 心痛的。难过的。 你抱着我。

19一个眼神就能了解我的全部。   

20言未说 泪先流 比自己更爱我 

21遇见一个人然后 生命全改变 原来不是恋爱才有的情节 ...

22静静地享受午后的阳光，很惬意。 身边有你，很充实，更完美。

23你经历那么多的人 聚聚散散 分分合合 以后还会有 但是你要记得 最后留下的 永远都是我 在最窝囊和无助的时候，能够懂你、耐心地和你说话， 并且用真实的情感安慰你的人。 

24你的难过 我来分担； 你的快乐 我来分享。 永远在你身边的 是我。

25不管多久没见面 我们彼此都还是老样子. 脾气差 说话大声 不注意仪表 可是 永远笑的那么开心 所谓的好朋友就是这样 无论从哪里活多久敢过来 不尴尬 很轻松自然 我心疼你 你的眼泪淋湿了我的心 真的 记得有个人为你心疼 

26朋友是唯一 一边骂你一边为你擦眼泪的角色。

27你知道 就算大雨让整座城市颠倒 我会给你温暖怀抱。 

28回忆那些在一起的时光，友情的岁月，是记忆里最美的画面。 

29毕业前夕, 就要各奔东西, 相隔那么远不知道什么时候才能再见, 你对着我说, 也许我一辈子都不会再遇到像你一样的人了... 我急忙擦眼睛怕眼泪掉下来被你笑话, 不过我现在真的和你想的一样.. 

30当你难过泪流满面的时候在你身旁抱着你说没关系。 你可以更肆无忌惮地哭肆无忌惮地流泪然后酣睡在她怀里。

31我只知道我走到哪里都会回头寻找你。 我过得好不好都要来让你陪我。 因为身边少了你，我真的不完整。 我丢的不仅是挚友，而是丢了半个自己。 

32 别哭了，再哭我也要哭了。 实在不行就哭吧，哭完我们去吃自助。 哭完了?这下好了吧，自助餐厅关门了。 

33不管你走在哪里，我都会站在你看得见我的地方。 如果有难过 有委屈 只要你回头 我始终站在你身后 站在你看得见我的地方 

34爱情是灯，友情是影子， 当灯灭了，你会发现你的周围都是影子。 朋友，是在最后可以给你力量的人。 

35朋友总是为你挡风遮雨, 如果你在远方承受风雪, 而我无能为力, 我也会祈祷, 让那些风雪降临在我的身上。 

36没有友谊，生命之树就会在时间的涛声中枯萎；心灵之壤就会在季节的变奏里荒芜。 缺乏真正的朋友乃是最纯粹最可怜的孤独；没有友谊则斯世不过是一片荒野。   

37不管爱情, 还是友情, 终极的目的不是归宿, 而是理解, 默契   ---是要找一个可以边走边谈的人. 无论什么时候, 怎样的心情。   

38你.你们.是我此生最美的风景...

 

“You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. -Dale Carnegie”

 

“Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. -Robert Heinlein”

 

“It’s not easy to change friendship into love but it’s even harder to turn love into friendship.”

 

antiporkdrea~

lol betcha would give me a tight slap/a punch in the face if you're beside me HAHAH cus I'd slap myself if I were you, I really would if I could. :p

Lame. 

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my pc flooded with pictures of my diamonds bestie~the most ann qiqi~and my hometown diamonds bestia drea drea~liam liam~. Hahaha 

pasti untung lah if you likethem~

 

 

they looks so damn hot in all of the pics lor seriously. A bit jealous ah. A lil bit only lah. :p

I'm sure they damn bangga now hahahahaha kidding.

 

btw i'm gonna name this post ''Just for antiporkdrea''. antiporkdrea's my new name for drea drea just so you know. Wanna know why? I'll tell you why.

I had a convo with my diamonds bestie few days ago and it was about pork.

drea drea : (I don't eat pork and I anti pork.I'm 50% halal. Lol. If you didn't know that, well baby, now you know now~)

 So I told my bestie about how much i loves pork and how much i wants drea drea to be a pork lover, like me. & yadayadayada, we now calls her 'antiporkdrea' instead of her name :p

Eh drea drea, i'm sure you're reading this. :p 

 

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Old picture but  i don't care. 

我真系唔likey我头发.

no idea what i was trying to do. but this is the most recent picture of me. T.T

 needa wait for next school holidays so that i could go sallon for my hair care n straighthening my hair will be like longer and be ten times nicer zz I just hate my current hairstyle.

I know, it looks fine but I hate it idk why~~

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i don't really believe in astrology, although i am quite fascinated with their accuracy sometimes. but the lame thing about astrology is that they keep repeating the same characteristics over and over again ("stubborn," "patient," "materialistic," and "loyal" being a few of them for us bulls and cows), which is why i was a wee bit delighted to stumble upon this tweet a few days ago, because it is so true of a fact, and yet so new. i don't know about the other taurus, but i didn't realize that i rarely promise anybody anything until after i found this tweet.

to me promises are risky, and if you couldn't fulfill them they technically become lies. i take chances, not risks, simply because i don't believe in the latter. i am awful at lying, and lying makes me feel awful as well. i think promises don't subtract insecurities and doubts. if anything, they double them in the process. promises don't make you responsible, they make you fearful. promises are the naive "forever and ever," while the closest reality sounds more like "for the longest time possible." so what is it about promises that make them so worth it to keep? what is it about promises that keep us breaking and believing in them? is it because as human, we just love to constantly be given hopes and something to have faith in? i guess perhaps some of us are just that kind of people, you know? maybe some of us... we'd still like to believe in forever, even though we know that it's not possible.

 

 

dan qiqi's my diamond sis the editor!!hehe...pretty nice rite??wooweee

one of my fren told me both of us looks a like ,lk twins~hehe=)

 

if barbie was real she would be 7foot2 and 101pounds. Her head would be the same circumference as her waist. Her torso would not fit all her organs. She would die of malnutrition. She is what so many girls look up to.

 

 

“You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. -Dale Carnegie”

 

 

good friends are like diamonds ,precious and rare .fake friends are fallen leaves ,found everywhere!

 

 

SISTAR’s Bora fractures her thumb after falling during a performance

this accident isn't funny .. she broke her thumb. she fell because the floor was wet .. poor bora :(

they keep on slipping on that floor..at 0:09 soyou slipped, at 0:27 dasom slipped too..and on 0:58 bora's down..something's wrong with that floor..

 

 

Though it has not been long since they have debuted, member of girl group SISTAR, Bora, had to go through the embarrassment of falling on stage.
The group performed their comeback song (which is doing fabulous on the charts), “Shady Girl,” at the Let’s Start Sharing Concert on the 28th.  However, the group had to withstand the pouring rain during the performance, eventually leading Bora to fall flat on her face.  From the fall, Bora injured her finger, causing the performance to stop; however, the group bravely performed again after checking her injury.
A representative from SISTAR’s company, Starship Entertainment stated today, “After the performance, Bora suffered serious pain and had to go to the hospital for treatment. The X-ray results showed that she had fractured her thumb. She will need to be treated for three weeks.”
 
That looks so painful and seriously embarrassing. The mic probably hit her face.
The people who are saying she isn't professional, why don't you mind your own business?
First of all, how can they broadcast this when she clearly fell on her face? The filming HAD to be stopped. Second, if she could go on she probably would have, but since she was in pain she couldn't go on.

what is beautiful???

what is beautiful???  


What makes you feel beautiful? 
If you see someone who you think is beautiful what qualities do you think they possess?

“What makes you feel beautiful?” Kindness. When someone is kind to me it makes me feel beautiful. I also feel most beautiful when I have a high amount of energy and have bathed. I find the days that I don’t feel as beautiful I tend to have less energy, feel drained, and ultimately less beautiful.

“If you see someone who you think is beautiful what qualities do you think they possess?” When it comes to beauty I really am eclectic. I think it had a lot to do with taking photography in high school. You tend to see beauty where others don’t. I also find when you spend time with people who you may have initially not thought as “beautiful” you tend to find beautiful things about them that weren’t immediately noticeable.

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“You have to have a dream so you can get up in the morning. -Billy Wilder”

Being an Asian girl, growing up with mostly Caucasian kids had its good times and bad.
Now I can just laugh about it all, but inside I can still feel that pain that I had before. But does that drive me to go to far lengths to feel fit in? Of course not; I have matured and I actually love my differences and the way I look. But I can understand why many Asians and other women of ethnic groups choose to alter their looks and go under surgery so they can feel better about themselves.
I understand where a lot of these girls are coming from when they say they want to look better, but I feel that there’s really no need to change their physical appearance. These girls seem to be very weak towards criticism and the media, making them feel like they are not as pretty as another girl. The media does tend to pressure women into thinking that beauty is one or the other, but I think we should all understand that there’s really no specific standard to being beautiful. I think it’s time for women to become stronger and say to themselves, “I am beautiful, even if I don’t look like the woman next to me.”
 I think that all women of different races should be proud of their differences and embrace their beauty. Let’s face it, every one’s different – even celebrities look different, meaning everyone has a different part of them that makes them attractive.
I think women with different facial looks are absolutely gorgeous and they have a special beauty that no other can have. Why not treasure it?

 

“It is difficult to live in the present, ridiculous to live in the future, and impossible to live in the past. Nothing is as far away as one minute ago. -Jim Bishop”

 

 

“I think I’ve discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it. -Charles Schulz”

 

 

 

hey myself :)

I wonder why am i so happy in school. Its totally different from what i think and do at home. There might be two things why am i being happy in school with my friends around ;

1. Its because my friends are awesome, whenever i see them and i am always in a happy mood, like being sarcastic and never stop laughing at what single crap .

or

2. Its because i fake a smile, a laugh, everything and go through every single bitterness of what i am suffering from .

Okay i might cry a little when i'm alone all the time because i am those type of person that think widely . seriously by that i mean a lot, and i used to put my hopes too high over every single things but now i don't even wanna raise my hopes anymore, whenever i think about it, it makes me sad/cry . I wonder why am i so moody after i last see my friends. 

 

Every memories are special. :D
Even though most of us, we're separated as in different class..
Our friendship is still strong. :')
Maybe one of you are leaving soon, :'(
Please remember that, i will never forget our past and the memories we had together. :')
We might not be able to be together for long, but..
No matter how far the distance is..
Nothing can break our strong friendship. :')
We shall keep our friendship strong and unbroken. :D

Remember this,
- I care about you guys.
- I think about you guys.
- I miss you guys.
- I never once let you guys out of my mind.
- I never will replace you guys.
- I will never do anything to ruin our friendship.
- I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. :')

Whenever I'm down, you guys never fail to support me and give me full of encouragements. :')
You guys gives me hope in myself. :'D
Even my results are the worst , you guys don't judge me. :')
You guys never fail to care. ;')
Never fail to worry. :')
Never fail to leave me all by myself. :')
You guys always let me know that I am someone which is special. :')
You guys, let me know that I can do anything . :')
You guys believe in me. :' )

I LOVE YOU GUYS, you all give me all the love and care I needed. :')

Thank you for everything you guys gave to me. :') *hugs*

 

I'm back a-holes :p

hey! I was busy :( Busy converting oxygen into carbon dioxide. Kidding. I was too busy being fat that I didn't have time to update my blog. Sorry, but I'm back! That's all that matters, right? :)

2nd term exam's start tomorrow ~I'M NOT READY FOR IT OMG.

Spm is seven months away. NAY!

Momma:''So what do you wanna be when you're grown?'' 

Me:''I don't know. I think I'll just duduk di rumah goyang kaki tengok tv lah.''

Just kidding.

I'm not that lifeless lah hao bu hao? :)

HELLO? I SAID

 

& I'll make you proud,mommy :)

Nways. I ain't gonna bore y'all anymore haha. I know I'm boring. But please don't hit the X button!!

☹ ☹ ☹ ☹ ☹ ☹

 

would you still trust someone if you heard from another someone that she’s the one who’s been talking behind your back? This is something I’m feeling right now. I’m unsure if I should or shouldn’t. And if she’s saying something about you it’s unlikely that she just said it out of the blue. Maybe it’s because of my actions that made her feel this way? I don’t know. But somehow something tells me I don’t want to be suspicious of her, after all I know her quite well. Maybe I’m the one being a bad friend, not her. She’s an awesome friend to me, but maybe… maybe I’m not to her.

I have to balance my friends scale somehow. It’s like I’m drifting apart with certain people when I’m with another gang,And that I don’t think I’m being a good friend to my friends, I’m sorry guys):

eh wtf i just realised this post's became a 'complain post' o.o

zomg bear with me pwease.

So damn stressed out all of a sudden I don't know what's up with me.

SORRY :(

 

 

 

found smth really cute~kind of paint the kitty????!!!omg~

 

danice william~pretty my bestie sis??!nono~is my sis who complain tis n tat to me~

but such a pretty photo~yay~

 

You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.

 

 

damn my bestie hang out without me><.......but pretty cute~^^

 

danice william,Fennling Sim~pretty girls around~