My self-esteem is shattered

Do you have any idea how much it hurts me when someone says 'wow. you look so different in pictures!' to me? 

No, you don't.

So I really don't look like myself in pictures huh? 

I wonder if it's a good thing or a bad thing.

Well I suppose it's a bad thing cus just hearing it makes my heart ache so bad.

I literally cried (okay lah i x cried. i just shedded a tear lol) when my friend said 'you don't look like yourself in pictures wey hahahaha'

HAHAHAHA?! SERIOUSLY?! 

You're saying something nasty about me and you fricken laugh about it.

FML.

Lemme tell you what exactly happened.

So I was having fun in the cls blardy blardy blar. My sista came , and her boyfriend came as well. 

Then blardy blardy blar, my fun ended. As I was hearing wat they say, my sister & her boyfriend talked about my blog out of a sudden. I was like what the fuck man. I was sorta moody that time and apparently I still am okay. So anyways. She talked about my blog yadayadayada and... ugh zz, just read this.

sista:''Eh don't play play. Her blog's kinda famous one leh!''

sista's boyfriend:''Really ah? What's she write on her blog oh?''

sista:''Everything lor. I long time x read her blog dy lah i dont know lah..''

*I was staring at them with the dulan face while they're talking about me and my fucken blog.

& then blablabla, my sista said: ''Oh and she doesn't look like herself in pictures! Damn different one leh! Hahahahha''

You can guess how I reacted to that.

ps:**i know my blog's not famous. Damn I needa make things clear so that random people won't come and attack me and say ''YOURE NOT FAMOUS YOU B*TCH!'' :( 

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Thanks to you guys. My self-esteem is completely shattered and, 

I  hate my face now. no kidding.

But seriously. Just one question from me.

honestly do I really look bad? :(

 

 

When we think we know people, inside out, we think we know what's best for them. We should try to remember we don't even know what's best for ourselves.

 

True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.

 

 

look so different in pictures?